Thankyou so much.

Oh life.
I thought i cant live without him few months or weeks ago.
And no i couldnt..
But something happened..
Then i couldnt text him first just like im used to
Its all my fault actually.. i shouldn't tell her about that thing
i mean yeah i do admit that i got jealous when he told me that he close to someone and their friends expected if he and his friend is in a relationship..
Like it was completely irritating me..
But it was just for a night? LOL then its gone.. maybe about few hours after that TERRIBLE NIGHT.. ugh seriously i felt like got bumped right to my heart.
But nvm, the problem solved
well, now.. i have a new problem.. that i cant even text him first again.. because i do have pride.. its all because friend of mine.. no.. its not her fault.. its mine.. why the hell i did tell her about that things......
she said that i and him like each other, she wants to be a brigde between us.. and blablabla what da hell, i didnt need you to make me knew him more, i love what i through with him, why did you mess everything?
why give me why
you told me that someone i like to, doesnt need to know about my feelings
but why why did you tell him my secret? and the worst is why did you tell to him?????
You know what, right before you took care of my bussines, i was okay with him..
we're okay without you.
you said that you would never told him abt my secret again?? are you fucking kidding me?? you did. you screwed up.
THANKYOU SO MUCH.
you no longer to be the best of mine.
i need to move on thou.
welcome to real life. BYE.